The Jewel Box Sessions

by Erin Incoherent

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1.
Static 03:14 video
For once in my life I'm not feeling so static not as apathetic You ain't bringing me down Yeah, you ain't bringing me down I-E-I-E-I won't deny you The time and the place, and the chance to save face You were being an asshole You were being a dick IF I'M YOUR FRIEND, THEN ACT LIKE IT So now every time I'm about to believe an excuse for the way you're treating me, I double check I check in on myself, like "how's my mental health? When's the last time I smiled? Like, When's the last time I Laughed? Or fucking masturbated?!" And I'm not trying to impress you, cause I shouldn't have to. I'm just loving myself, more than anyone else. Is there relief, I doubt it! I never get no sleep about it! Now every time I'm about to believe an excuse for the way you're treating me I assess...i consider my actions, what's feuling my habits, my patterns, and ask, 'what's my role in all this?' See, it's easy to tell myself that it takes a lifetime to heal It's easier telling myself that this pain isn't real Where were you?! Where were you?! Where were you?! Where were you? Where WERE you? WHERE WERE YOU?! For once in my life, I'm not feeling so static, not as apathetic, you ain't bringing me down, yeah, you ain't bringing me down.
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The Plan 03:08
I guess I shouldn’t hesitate To learn all that I can, before it might be too late I guess I thought I might’ve been there by now I guess I didn’t know it’d be so hard Telling my momma I’m gonna make you more proud Telling myself that I don’t know how As confusing as it seems, we all still have our dreams One day I’m gonna wake up in me someday Cause if I don’t, I’d rather not wake up at all The hardest thing that I’ve learned Is to love me even though it hurts Cause not being able to love me just seems worse And It can’t get worse than being ignored I’m sick of being ignored, why was I always ignored? I’m not standing here for my health To my sisters, I have cried. For my father, I have died And ever lover who’s put their fucking hands around my neck Why aren’t you sorry yet? One day I’m gonna wake up in me someday Cause if I don’t, I’d rather not wake up at all The hardest thing that I’ve learned Is to love me even though it hurts Cause not being able to love me just seems worse Low, low, low. I’m sick of feeling so low, low, low I’m tired of acting so hopeless. I’m sick of feeling so broken Low, low, low. I’m sick of feeling so low, low, low I’m tired of acting so hopeless. I’m sick of feeling so broken We live to learn. We live to fight And wait our turn, and do what’s right As confusing as it seems, we all still have our dreams One day I’m gonna wake up in me someday Cause if I don’t, I’d rather not wake up at all The hardest thing that I’ve learned, is to love me even though it hurts And it still hurts. Even if it always hurts Not being able to love me still seems worse

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released March 20, 2021

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Erin Incoherent Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Punk rock singer-songwriter in South Philadelphia.

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